We need to talk crow!

Almost a year had passed since the agreement between the free folk and and the night´s watch and finally they slowly but surely started to work with each other. However still they were far from liking each other though yet they tolerated each other although to quite the costs. Both leaders had to survive several planned and actual attacks to get rid of them, riots, and a lot of fighting, disagreeing and violent arguing between the groups.

On the other side though Naerys and John actually handled build up loving relationship with each other during that time. Naerys offically had a small privat quarter near Johns though whenever both of them were at castle black at the same time they spent every night and time possible together with each other, mostly in his quarters.

And there she was again, walking nervously in his bedroom up and down while Naerys waited for John to be done with his buisness and appear, since their time together apparently didn´t went by without consequences which were undoubtable now and needed to be discussed or for now at least been said.

John was grateful when his leg finally healed and he didn't need his crutch anymore. The time had passed, the agreement between the nights watch and the wildlings had gotten a bit better. He had finally gotten the big load with new weapons with dragon glass, and that made him very satisfied. And finally he could retire for a bit in his bedroom and rest a bit. Maybe he should get Naerys there as well? He finally reached his room and opened the door and his face lightened up when he saw her there. "I was thinking about you," he said with a smirk and closed the door behind him.

When John finally appeared sassy as always lately she couldn´t help it but smirk back even though she was pretty nervous. Was it really the right time to tell him? Maybe she could wait some longer but ... would it make things better? In the end she decided to just tell him today but how? Should she just tell him right away or try to start a conversation or maybe ...

As he got further inside the room Naerys approached him aswell and pulled him towards her to kiss him while she layed her hands on his shoulders just to let one of them wander down into his pants. "Aren´t you always thinking about me anyways crow?"

"Whenever I'm free," he replied back and pulled her closer to him. "We just got a new load with weapons made of dragon glass, but it also would have been better if we had a dragon." John was thinking about the night walkers and that damn vision from Nita Mormont. Almost a year had passed and there hadn't been a great attack from the night walkers against the wall. He was starting to doubt that the vision was true at all.

"That´s great!" She said smiling, honestly relieved that things seemed to get better, safer now and they could surely need some more safety, especially her. However quickly she went back to her plan to seduce him and enjoy their time before the mood would drop once she would tell him the news she came to visit him in the first place though she had to admit it was really hard to resist her sexy John. Purring into his ear Naerys slowly pulled him with her towards the bed while she rubbed against his genitals. "We will be alright don´t worry. Let´s rather enjoy our time until we need to get serious again don´t you think so?"

John grinned and lifted Naerys up in his arms in bridal style. "Couldn't agree more!" He almost ran toward his bed and they ripped of each clothes. He bit her gently at her nipples while he pushed her down at the bed.

Naerys giggled as John lifted her up and carried her. As strong and independant she was and wanted to be, she still just loved just to be taken by a strong man, espacially or now rather only when it was her crow commander. It was obvious that she wanted him, desired him but when he reached her nipples she got nervous. She surely wanted him to touch her, especially at the parts that had changed over about the last three months but on the other hand it surely was a strange feeling that only months ahead a little being would use her to feed on.

He was careful with his biting and kissed down to her belly. Really, he wasn't supposed to have a woman by his side, but without Naerys, the meeting with the wildlings would never have happened. And he had promised her safety back then. He had given her safety. Though it had taken some time before his men tolerated her being her.

When he had reached her belly instinctally had to blush and enjoyed this gentle touch all the way which only made her wanting for him to touch her much more, to eventually do her but on the other side he made her feel so guilty for not telling him already. Naerys sighed silently and lifted Johns head up with her hands before she gently pushed him on his back so she could sit him, offering him a good look at her body while she stroke through his hair and smiled down at him.

John was so lost in his lust at her that he barely noticed that she had pushed him on his back, and now he was looking up at her. And he enjoyed the view. He caressed her face with one finger while stroking her hip with his other hand. He smiled up at her.

Naerys smirked down at John as he obviously enjoyed their time just like she herself. For a little time she carefully layed down on him, resting her hands on his torso so wouldn´t touch him with her body completely and kissed him passionately before she got up again and guided his manhood inside her which she welcomed, once it was inside her, with some slow hip moving. Next she took his hands to hold her breats until she would guide him down to her belly. "What am I for you John?" She purred down at him, trying to get enough time to become brave enough to finally tell him the news.

There was a burning desire in him as she touched him and guided his manhood inside her. He was careful with her breasts when she placed his hands on them and then down to her belly. "A gift from the gods!" he finally replied smiling at her. "A peace maker between the nights watch and the free folk." He was lucky who had her. Without her peoples help against the white walkers, then things would have gotten more difficult.

"So no sex goddess or the love of your life?" She at first mocked him before she turned almost shy. After all she was his wife and soon the mother of the fruit of their lust and over all she actually fell for him but what if he actually didn´t feel the same way than she did? For sure he did have some feelings and cared undoubtable for her but in the end he was still free to go, to send her away or even got rid of her for good, to get himself another woman while she was bond to him.

"Of course you're the love of my life," he replied almost teasingly. He wasn't probably the best one to tell about his feelings. He slowly reached his hand to her hair and untied her hair so it fell down her shoulders. "Gods, you're so beautiful." he said.

´And you´re making things not easier for me`, Naerys added in her thoughts as she tried to get as much as possible out of their current positions before she would ruin the mood. Still she chuckled and moved her head a little to let her hair swing around. While she had Johns attention on her hair for a bit longer she started to move her hips and legs going up and down, first slowly but quickly getting faster and faster.

John grabbed her waist as she started to move her hips up and down. Things started to heat up and he got himself closer to her and kissed her at the neck and down toward her breasts. They were so soft and he carefully caressed them with one free hand. He grinned as she scratched him on the back, her nails digging in. It would probably be some scars, but he didn't care about that. He planted a kiss on her lips as they both landed in the bed.

Naerys enjoyed his touch all the way and even more when she was lying next to him after their landing and was now very close to him. Just then she bit her lip and snuggled herself onto him. "John, there is something important I need to tell you." She eventually started with but turned quiet for some minutes before she eventually told him what has been bothering her to keep it a secret until now. "I´m with child."

John had to catch his breath when they both had climaxed and was close to each other. "Just tell me," he replied and held Naerys closer to him. He played with her hair with his fingers while she was quiet. "I'm with child." John stiffened. Did he just hear right? A baby? He suddenly felt pale and looked shocked at her. He tried to speak, but there was no words coming. For a moment everything went black for him, but when he was back into reality again he stared up at Naerys. "A baby? You're sure?"

"Of course I am sure!" Naerys almost yelled at him in anger though she was rather afraid of what would the future hold for her or to be precise, what John would decide about this matter. "If there was any doubt I wouldn´t have told you since I am very aware of how serious this is."

John didn't know how to react. He was going to be father. "This is very serious," he said slowly. If the nights watch got to know it, he would be a dead man. And especially if the queen herself got to know it. He rose up from the bed and walked back and forward to the window and the bed again. Seven hells! What do I do? John thought. He couldn't pretend nothing and he didn't want to throw Naerys back into the wild again.

Naerys nervously watched him walk up and down the room while she herself got to think again about what they could do. Out of instinct she stood up as well after a few minutes and hugged John from behind. "I know this is a serious difficult situation and as much as I´d love to stay with you, I will do whatever you tell me. It´s only that I sadly YOU have to make the decison since I am your ..." Just as she was about to reveal the other secret she shut up and hold a hand in front of her mouth.

His mind was so empty. What was he going to do? He felt her arms hugging him from behind. He couldn't send her away. She would be killed if he did. He did raise a eyebrow when she spoke. "My what?" he asked confused.

Immediately Naerys got even more nervous, almost panicked, while she was silent for some minutes, trying to think of anything she could tell him to keep their marriage a secret. In the end though she couldn´t find nothing which would have made sense to say. "I ... nothing ... nevermind." She said, trying and hoping for it to be done so they could go back to solving the problem about their child.

John sighed heavily. He tried to think out a solution. No one could ever know about this, he couldn't throw Naerys out. He drummed his fingers at his desk while he tried to think. A lot of his men were fathers to bastards, including Eric Tully. That was the reason he joined the Nights Watch. But if someone got to know that the lord commander himself was going to sire a bastard, it would be a catastrophe. It wouldn't be easy to hide it either. For once, he was angry about all of the complications at the rules here. "Seven hells!" he cried and slammed his fist into the table and Naerys backed away. "I just don't know what to do," John said quickly and hugged her closer to him. It was like he was being dragged in two directions. The one with the honour, the other one he didn't know.

As John let out his anger on the table Naerys immediately backed away and gasped before her expression turned rather sad than anything else. Even though he already had caused quite enough complications for her, still she didn´t want to do the same to him. Hated crow or not, she loved him as well as their unborn child. Quietly she grabbed her clothes and began to dress herself. "You know even though time has passed since I fully lived outside these walls I still know how to survive and am able to. My mother even did so with two babies."