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PostSubject: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Fri May 01, 2015 6:10 pm

Dymas had tried to distract himself as much as he could, he had worked even more and even harder and in fact it was evident how tired he was just by looking at him. And still... even after all of that, he could't forget Eire. But he knew that whatever happened between them was something that he couldn't allow to happen again! He had even thought about sending Eire to work somewhere else, but he didn't want to punish her for something like that... beside, in truth, he didn't want to stop seeing her... even if now he kept avoiding her... He sighed, trying to free his mind from her, but as he stepped inside his room... there she was! Packing his stuffs for the journey... he could feel his heart skip a beat, but he forced himself to stay calm and relaxed as usual "Good morning, Eire." he greeted her, stepping in and walking toward his desk: he could take the papers he had left there and then leave... even if he had planned to take a short nap, but it didn't matter, now he would have trouble sleeping anyway...
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Fri May 01, 2015 7:07 pm

It was becoming a routine now to avoid him. When he went out of his rooms she could do her job there. Packing his things was her first priority though. It would be disastrous if he were to leave for the trip and something had been forgotten.
She was still not sure if she were to go still. She had not been told otherwise so she supposed she was still meant to go with them. Luckily her belongings were easy to pack to go, whatever the case might be in the end.
Eire looked over her shoulder once she heard him speak to her. Immediately stopping what she was doing and giving him a slight bow. "Good morning my Lord...." Indeed they were back to being awkward with eachother again. "Is there something I can do for you today?" She asked sensing there was some reason he had come back to the room right now.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Fri May 01, 2015 7:30 pm

He smiled to her as she greeted him and bowed to him: gods she was so cute... he sighed, trying to deviate his mind from those inappropriate thoughts. "Ah... no, it's... it's nothing. Please go ahed, I'll just... recover those cards and go back to the study" he did need a nap, but he just didn't want her to stop working because of him, and having to rush after...
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Fri May 01, 2015 7:46 pm

Eire just nodded. Not sure if to be feeling relieved or feel bad.
Turning back to her tasks. He was still in the room though, and getting ready to leave. This might be her only chance to clear up some things.
"Uhm... My Lord... After.... you know.... I am not sure if I am still supposed to be accompanying you to Westeros..." A long uncomfortable pause. During which she could only hear her own heartbeat thumping in her chest and her blood rushing in her ears. "I mean.... I will understand if you choose to leave me behind... I overstepped the same boundary twice..."
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Fri May 01, 2015 8:17 pm

He was ready to leave when he heard her voice calling him once more. As she expressed her doubt he blinked couple of times in surprise: why would she ask him? Did she preferred to stay? He remained speechless for a moment, enough to allow her to continue. At er words he opened his mouth in a silent "oh!" before he swallowed and decided to speak "Eire... you did nothing I didn't want you to do. It was my fault, not yours. I..." he sighed moving a step toward her: what could he say? How could he explain? "You don't need to do such a thing though. And... I do hope you'll want to come to Westeros..."
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Sat May 02, 2015 10:45 am

He confused her. It wasn't her fault but his? How could that be? "I-I would like to come with you, yes...." She replied. "But I don't understand what you 'don't need me to do'. I wouldn't have kissed you my Lord if I didn't want to..."
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Sat May 02, 2015 12:21 pm

Only when she said yes he noticed he had been holding his breath, and he felt an insane relief knowing she was still going to come. And then her words left him speechless once again: was this young, beutiful girl really attracted by him? Or was she only mistaking her gratitude for attraction? What he knew for sure was that he wished to kiss her again... but... he couldn't... "Eire... what you feel... that might just be gratitude... what you want now might be because of your past..." he wasn't judging her, he was just trying to gently explain what he thought "You're a beautiful, lovely young girl Eire, and I'm sure you cand find someone who'll make you happy..."
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Sat May 02, 2015 1:28 pm

Her past?! That felt like a punch in the stomach that he thought that. She had never felt like she regretted the way she had been brought up. But now she realized there was a stigma on her. One that couldn't be erased away, and right now she wished that it could be. That he saw her as nothing but a prostitute.
Eire let her gaze fall to the floor. Somehow unable to look him in the eyes. It felt just so futile to try and convince him otherwise. It felt like he thought he knew better than she. Eire just let out a sigh.
"You say that I might but I don't. I am grateful to you yes, in more ways than one. But I know what I feel.... and I did not kiss you just out of gratitude...." She wanted to add that if that were true she would have made herself available to him two years ago. But that didn't seem appropriate for her to add.
"What about you my Lord? Will you find yourself someone who would make you happy?"
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Sat May 02, 2015 2:59 pm

He could easily see her hurt expression after his words, and that pained him: he didn't want to hurt her or offend her. "I'm truly sorry, I didn't mean to offend you..." he said looking contrite. And could it be? Could it be she was actually really attracted by him? He still found it hard to believe... or maybe he wanted to find it out to believe, so he could scratch his responsibility on the matter... at her question he looked at her surprised before he managed to recover his self control and smile to her "I'm too old for that, my girl..."
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Sat May 02, 2015 7:53 pm

She sighed, closing her eyes and shaking her head. Then opening her eyes again and looking at him straight in the eyes. "So I am too young and you are too old? I beg my pardon my Lord, but those are not reasons. They are excuses." For what she didn't dare guess.
"But I am sure you know better than I do my Lord." She said bowing her head to him.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Thu May 07, 2015 7:27 pm

He blinked twice in surprise: that girl had more fire in her that she would show at first sight! For a moment she left him absolutely speechless. Was she right? Was he just looking for excuses? But even if so, he had real reasons! His daughters's opinion, for once! And the fact his action would reflect on Reth and it wasn't wise for him having a... whatever with a servant! He would have even gotten angry for her attitude if he wasn't so surprised. "I think I'll leave you to your work, Eire... please excuse me..."
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {TAG Eire}   Fri May 08, 2015 5:00 am

Eire just bowed her head to him and went back to packing for her lord.
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